Future.

Just a few short months ago I dreamed of going out to Washington. I had no commitments in my life, no plans for this summer, and I indeed felt invincible. I applied to many positions under the sun at resort after resort after resort on the San Juan Islands and I heard nothing back. My frustration grew as I did not know how to proceed with this.

Reality set in that if in Saint Paul Park this summer, I would need a job and a way to keep my sanity. Well I applied at many metro area venues, and landed one interview thus far at CC company. The interview left me excited, thrilled to be honest. I could be an Assistant Store Manager in a few short months. Diving into the marketing role that I do not know if I truly have.

Then I received an inquiry for my WA job. Nice credentials and appealing. Currently, I'm stuck at both. I haven't received a real decision-making phone call or interview set. My future is unknown, for one of the very rare times in my life.

However, whales have never left me. They have only grown with me over time. To explore, dream, and discover the way of the land, the way of myself, and the way of others on the Island would be so warm and touching. I think I have my mind made but will confirm upon a confirmation e-mail. The future is looking bright. 01 02 18

Decisions.

I'm in a pickle.

I've gotten an offer from the WA Resort for this summer through the end of September.

I've gotten an offer from Charming Charlie to transition into an Assistant Store Manager at their Saint Louis Park retail store for perhaps forever if I'd like. There is both hourly work or salary depending on what I choose and is available.

I knew this would happen. I'm so happy to have both opportunities, but so torn at the same time. 01 02 18

Home.

One last post tonight. Can't stop when I finally have time to write with a counter under my computer instead of my bed.

I will be living at home this summer. Realistically speaking, this is what will happen. I was so frusterated when I first got home today for multiple reasons that I walked upstairs and cried thinking why did I come home. I told myself to pull it together and walked downstairs like nothing happened, telling myself this has to work for the time being.

How to maintain my sanity this summer:
-Go to the gym after work every day = prevents me from being home an hour earlier
-Spend free time at Caribou = if I have a few hours and everyone is home, I'm escaping with my computer
-Use my bike rack = I bought a bike rack last summer, and now I finally have a working bike, any free time I have I'm escaping with this as well
-Go outside = who cares if I'm going to sweat, I'll grab my book and read, escaping the inner confines of this house
-Schedule time with friends = I plan on always packing an overnight bag in my car, just in case I wind up crashing somewhere that I didn't plan on and don't have to worry about coming home

My family will learn to deal with this. I'm the girl on the move, I always have been and will be. I can't sit in front of the TV like I used to do. That bores me. And I'm not changing. 01 02 18

Daydreaming.

I finally have time to blog. Why I have the urge to tell the whole world of my updates, I'm not sure. Typing the keys on my laptop bring satisfaction and relaxation. Not having to use my computer for typing a paper is a very nice change of pace.

Today I dreamt about being a flight attendant. This idea has always been in my mind but was brought up again when I was out with one of my best friends and her sister for pizza last night. She too would love to be a flight attendant and we bounced ideas off of one another as well as stating how the job holds responsibility, can be innovative, and gives the opportunity to travel worldwide.

I would like to pursue this career further, in perhaps a year or so. I would like to be a bit more grounded financially before I take off the ground for what may be the trips of a lifetime. 01 02 18

April 21st came and went.

If you recall from my previous post, April 21st was the date to learn about the Camp Instructor position at Como Zoo. Unfortunately, on April 19th over the phone my mom read my the ever dreaded rejection letter that I did not get the position.

I am a bit disappointed, as I have volunteered there extensively and have more experience and background with art now than before when I was a volunteer counselor. However, in competition with education majors and previous camp counselors, I'm sure my Marketing Communications degree seems to be from left-field a bit.

However, tonight I have turned around my job search. I have an interview with a very cute company, Charming Charlie, on Tuesday this upcoming week. And my materials have been sent in for the Event Planning Intern at the Mall of America - too which I spent a hour answering situational questions - BLAH.

With two prospects hopefully giving me the go ahead answer this week, I just might have a job for after graduation. Thank goodness. 01 02 18

Timeline.

Mom read me a letter on the phone today from the Zoo - timeline: 2 to 3 weeks for a response if I was selected for an interview. As they had an excess amount of qualified individuals apply for this position, they appreciate my patience. April 21st, 2011. I hope you are a lucky day.

Next, Washington Resort has not given me the current open position as my start date is not early enough due to graduation, however, I am in the pool of summer hires, to which they start the process in April. Also know as this month. This could mean April 29th I will hear something, or tomorrow. At least the timeline is April and not May.

Monday morning I am excited to call the Mall of America to inquire about internship opportunities available internally to previous employees. I have seen group sales and possible marketing jobs in the past and hope these both are still available.

Horse Camp outside Milwaukee has been postponed a couple weeks until I hear further from more of my top choices. However, this opportunity will not be forgotten, if not for this summer, possibly next.

I bring neutral news, and I'm okay with that. 01 02 18

Travel Plans.

2011:

1. May: Graduation.

2. June: Vegas.

3. December: Cancun.

This year is going to fly by. Travel plans do that. 01 02 18